Dear Brian,
You flood my dreams.
The joy of seeing you there makes me long for more sleep.
The pain of waking to you NOT here makes me long for more sleep.
I miss you, Brian. I love you.
KEEP BELIEVING
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Angie,
ReplyDeleteLook for Brian in Grant and Gavin. They hold his memories in their hearts just as you do. After 26 years I still dream about my first husband. It is a comfort to know he is still in my heart, mind and memories.
Bless you, Karen
Love you and consistently praying for you.
ReplyDeleteAngie -
ReplyDeleteI believe God sends us dreams about the people we've loved and lost to help us through our grief. After my Dad died last year, I had a couple of dreams with him in them and I'd wake feeling like I actually got to visit with him again - they were so real. I wish I could have more of them. I hope you keep being blessed by your dreams of Brian.
As always, you are constantly in my prayers!
Marcie
always praying for you. Hug those boys for me, and yourself.
ReplyDeleteI believe loved ones who've passed come to us to comfort us in our dreams. I hope you have many more of Brian...
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine your pain and your grief. Praying that Christ will continue to give you the strength that you need to get through each day....one minute at a time.
ReplyDeleteLove you...Becky
Praying for you in these moments...when you wake up from sleep and realize he's not here all over again; when your mind can't grasp the concept that he is no where on this earth; when you have had hugs from hundreds of people and you just long for a hug from him...
ReplyDeleteFrom someone who has been in those moments, please know that God WILL see you through them...just Keep Believing!
Kim in Nebraska
I had a dear, dear friend die four years ago this May and in the beginning I dreamt of him all the time. Now it is so rare, but when I do, it fills me with such joy. I feel like he inserts himself in my dreams so we can still be together sometimes and when I wake it is bittersweet, but I am so glad to see him that its worth it. Even if its just a dream.
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel - I lost my father almost 4 years ago and I still long for those dreams in which I get to meet him again and talk to him.
ReplyDeleteI believe those prayers are there to help you through this impossible situation. Keep dreaming and as always keep believing.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that you have to go through this. But I am so glad that you had such a wonderful life as you had with Brian. I thank you for letting us know him through your words. Still praying for you.
ReplyDeleteWill continue praying for you. I still dream of my mother, and she is gone for over 31 years. It helps keep them in our hearts.
ReplyDeleteThe other night my husband was just laughing and laughing in his sleep. When he woke up he said he was dreaming of his dad who passed nearly 14 years ago. What a gift those dreams are! Keep on keeping on Angie and give those boys a big hug and kiss.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you are enjoying seeing your husband in your dreams, I'm sorry it isn't something that can be sustained. Just look for Brian in your boys, I am sure he is there in everything they do.
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine what you are going through. I know the boys must be a great comfort to you as well. Please know we are praying for you...
ReplyDeleteThinking and praying for your family. Brian lives on in Gavin and Grant.
ReplyDeleteStill believing.
The Sanders Family
Dearest Angie,
ReplyDeletewhat a beautiful gift, your dreams being flooded with Brian, your love, your everything. Dreams are a gift from God, to help,comfort us, to sustain us during the day. Bringing that Peace that surpasses all understanding, sending that deep rooted current of love through your mind, body and soul. Love you Marjo
Wishing you sweet dreams at night, and peace during your days. Still praying, still thinking of you guys .... STILL BELIEVING!
ReplyDeleteOh, some of these comments are heartbreaking...and those type of dreams are so sweet and so painful...
ReplyDeleteAlways Still Believing. Sending prayers of love.
ReplyDeleteI love these little 'letters' to your beloved, for your openness in sharing them with us. Angie, I KNOW you know this, but wanted to share with you, not only has been God calling you and your family to my heart and prayers, but I truly believe, even from the comments you have been receiving, God is calling MANY of your sisters to surround you beloved one. We are lifting you up to the throne of God where you will receive grace and mercy, strength, comfort, love, and peace in His presence. We continue to stand in the gap for you sweetie..We love you precious one....
ReplyDeleteYou are so loved.
ReplyDeleteHe will always be a part of you.
I prayed for you and your family tonight at church.
ReplyDeleteMy dad dreamed of my sister for a long time after she passed. And I will always believe that they were more than dreams. She was there.
ReplyDeleteAnd so is Brian.
oh angie. this is impossibly hard. i'm praying for you.
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