Tuesday, May 19, 2009

breakthrough

Dear Brian,

Tonight, I had a breakthrough. I did something I have not yet felt comfortable doing without you.

I watched some of our favorite TV comedies on DVR (from March) on your my 60 inch big screen in the basement. I have not watched TV in the basement on your my TV since your death.

And you know what? It didn't totally suck. I barely even cried.

That's a small breakthrough, right?

I miss you terribly, Brian. I love you.

KEEP BELIEVING

16 comments:

  1. The 60 inch big screen? It could only suck a little.

    XO

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  2. I'm still awake
    wondering why I'm still awake
    checking out your post
    glad you're able to breakthrough
    even if it is only a tiny breakthrough

    KEEP BELIEVING ANGIE

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  3. AnonymousMay 20, 2009

    Hi Angie,
    I am very happy for your breakthrough,
    they are never measured by size, but celebrated
    for what they stand for. God's love helping you out.
    Sending you and the boys a bouquet of hugs
    Love Marjo

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  4. AnonymousMay 20, 2009

    Everything is a breakthrough, no matter how big or small...glad for your moment! Have a great day!

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  5. I think it's the little things that make the biggest difference!

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  6. As you face each day and each challenge, may God be with you.

    Have a great day!

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  7. AnonymousMay 20, 2009

    All these small steps add up to GIANT changes in your heart. You CAN do this....and as much a I know how you hate to have me say this to you....YOU AMAZE AND TEACH US ALL SOMETHING EACH AND EVERY DAY!!!

    Love you,
    Kris

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  8. Go, baby, go! I think he'd be proud of you for watching that huge tv, and laughing and crying through some of your favorite shows. Thinking of you.

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  9. Love you, Angie O'Neill!

    Shawn from TN

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  10. Keep on making those little steps into life, Sweetie!! A big screen isn't happiness--a life is, but Brian's with Jesus now, and you are still here. Baby little steps--you're an amazing woman, no matter what you think sometimes.

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  11. I think the only way to keep going is one step at a time. You are doing it. It may not feel like it, but you are. And He gives us enough grace for each new step. Thank GOd!

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  12. baby steps... one after another. It's okay to sit down in between and rest.

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  13. Sounds like a 60" size step to me. I'm POSITIVE Brian would WANT you to watch that t.v.

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  14. you had me at "60 inch big screen"

    seriously though, keep on keepin on. You and the boys remain in my prayers.

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