Dear Brian,
Tonight, I had a breakthrough. I did something I have not yet felt comfortable doing without you.
I watched some of our favorite TV comedies on DVR (from March) on your my 60 inch big screen in the basement. I have not watched TV in the basement on your my TV since your death.
And you know what? It didn't totally suck. I barely even cried.
That's a small breakthrough, right?
I miss you terribly, Brian. I love you.
KEEP BELIEVING
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
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I'm still awake
ReplyDeletewondering why I'm still awake
checking out your post
glad you're able to breakthrough
even if it is only a tiny breakthrough
KEEP BELIEVING ANGIE
Hi Angie,
ReplyDeleteI am very happy for your breakthrough,
they are never measured by size, but celebrated
for what they stand for. God's love helping you out.
Sending you and the boys a bouquet of hugs
Love Marjo
Everything is a breakthrough, no matter how big or small...glad for your moment! Have a great day!
ReplyDeleteI think it's the little things that make the biggest difference!
ReplyDeleteAs you face each day and each challenge, may God be with you.
ReplyDeleteHave a great day!
All these small steps add up to GIANT changes in your heart. You CAN do this....and as much a I know how you hate to have me say this to you....YOU AMAZE AND TEACH US ALL SOMETHING EACH AND EVERY DAY!!!
ReplyDeleteLove you,
Kris
Baby steps.
ReplyDeleteHe would be so proud of you.
ReplyDeleteGo, baby, go! I think he'd be proud of you for watching that huge tv, and laughing and crying through some of your favorite shows. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteLove you, Angie O'Neill!
ReplyDeleteShawn from TN
Keep on making those little steps into life, Sweetie!! A big screen isn't happiness--a life is, but Brian's with Jesus now, and you are still here. Baby little steps--you're an amazing woman, no matter what you think sometimes.
ReplyDeleteI think the only way to keep going is one step at a time. You are doing it. It may not feel like it, but you are. And He gives us enough grace for each new step. Thank GOd!
ReplyDeletebaby steps... one after another. It's okay to sit down in between and rest.
ReplyDeleteSounds like a 60" size step to me. I'm POSITIVE Brian would WANT you to watch that t.v.
ReplyDeleteyou had me at "60 inch big screen"
ReplyDeleteseriously though, keep on keepin on. You and the boys remain in my prayers.