Wednesday, May 16, 2007

2007, May 16 Update

Okay, all, sorry for the delay in the posting since our return to Peoria. Lots of reasons, but most importantly, today is the first day we got our computer back online.

The trip home was awesome and easy. Brian tolerated flying very well as did all of us. The boys came back on Friday to Peoria with Memaw and Papa. It was kind of anti-climactic. They were a little leery of Brian at first and Gavin asked him why he had to dress like a pirate (Brian wears a bandanna over his head to hide the wound). They liked looking at Daddy’s owie and have no problem talking about Daddy having his head cut open. Almost to a fault. They are settling pretty well. I thank God that he gave us two so close together (you would never have heard me say that two years ago). They are so good for each other – a full time playmate, a best friend, everything. They are starting to understand the rules here. Poor things – they had to get used to rules at home and then at Memaw and Papa’s and now here. The best part of being here, though, is that there is a huge yard, safe street and a few kids close enough to their age to play with. They are happiest from 3:45 to bedtime when they are outside playing with their new friends.

Our household goods arrived on Monday already. Caterpillar has been so awesome and the whole Edmonton team has been a dream in making this so easy for us. Anyway, most of our goods went into storage, but we put some things aside for priority –that we could get to right away – sporting goods, clothes, my computer, and THEIR BIKES. So, the boys have been riding bikes and scooters non-stop when outside. They are so active. And I have my van and my computer – my two touchstones - so I feel connected and alive again. I didn’t realize how much I needed some familiarity and comfort, too. Brian even commented today on how much I seemed to be digging having my van back.

We are starting to reconnect with some old friends. Some of our nearest and dearest friends have moved since we were here. That is a bummer, but gives us places to visit. It is good living here with Ed and Jan as they have a treadmill, so I can run. They are retired and are helping with rides and babysitting during appointments. Speaking of that, here is what is going on with Brian:

He was very fatigued (still is) after the ATO drip and cyber knife. Lots more rest needed. He had his PT evaluation on Friday last week and didn’t do any exercises since it was all evaluation. Then he had another PT appointment on Tuesday, but it ended up being more eval. Bummer, since he is ready to start getting things back. He exercises at home, but not like he would if he had recently been working with a specialist. His speech eval is Thursday, May 17, and he has another PT appointment. He has his Occupational Therapy eval on Friday and a speech and PT appointment. So, it is getting started. Unfortunately, as we said, he is tired from recovering and everything just taking so much effort to do. On top of that, he starts chemo tonight. So, the fatigue may be too much for his schedule. We are going to try to schedule 4 days of 2 treatments each for the first few weeks instead of 3 days of 3 treatments each. PT said they will give him an at home plan that he needs to do twice a day, too, in order to get the most of his recovery. No one really says exactly to what level they expect him to recover. Here is his status: He is walking unsupervised with a cane pretty much anywhere. He needs to sit eventually. His right foot drags sometimes and he has to think about it. He can do stairs well and has little problems getting around on a flat surface He has to be careful on uneven surfaces, but he even walked on the grass today when we took the boys to the driving range. His right arm has a longer way to go. This is the most troubling for his self-sufficiency. He needs his left hand in order to hold the cane so his right hand has to do any holding of objects if he is going to carry them. He can grab things, but can’t hold on all the time. Things drop or he just can’t get the right hold on them. So, we got him a medium sized hipbag/backpack with drinkholders to help out. His speech is hit or miss. He can carry on a conversation, but he stumbles over lots of words and it gets worse when he is tired or when he tries to talk faster. He can’t talk at regular conversation speed. This is very frustrating for him. He just wants to carry on a conversation regularly. We are patient with him and tell him to slow down, but I can see other people sometimes get uncomfortable. That is our request right now. Be patient when talking to Brian. Don’t finish his sentences. Remind him to take his time, too.

He had his oncologist appointment on Monday, May 14. He was in agreement that starting with Temodar is a fine idea. We did not stop Temodar because he was not responding. We stopped Temodar because he was so responsive and it had been two years with no active tumor. So, we are hopeful, and we are praying and that this helps to shrink and kill what is remaining. The oncologist reiterated that the hardest part is going to be determining what is cancer growth and what is radiation change. So, we will have a challenging diagnostic road ahead of us. Temodar is a pill that Brian takes at night. He takes an anti-nausea drug an hour or so before the chemo and then he wakes up in the middle of the night to take the chemo. It sucks, but in the past he tolerated it pretty well. He would get sick the first day a time or two. Getting sick right now will be challenging since he can’t easily stoop down to the commode. So, we have a bucket for him so he doesn't hurt himself if he is nauseated.

Well, that is a lot of information, I know. I actually kept it shorter than planned, too. I could babble on and on like most of you know I can in person. Anyway, we are doing okay right now. The only thing that is feeling overwhelming is taking care of errands like – signing up for a cell phone, getting Gavin registered in school, visiting Grant’s school, getting them in a summer activity, dinner, bank, etc – and then helping Jan with the weeds that have taken over the flower gardens here at her house. It may get pretty busy soon, though, when Brian starts a 4 day rehab program. Lots more running around - hopefully between Ed, Jan and myself, we can handle all of it, but it may get overwhelming.

KEEP BELIEVING

Brian, Angie, Gavin and Grant O’Neill

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6 comments:

  1. Hi O'Neills. So thankful to hear you have arrived safely. We are excited that you are nearby again and look forward to seeing you the next time we're in Peoria.

    I am hoping that you have felt strengthened by the prayers of all who love you. I feel like the prayers of children are extra-powerful, and every night, when I ask Sarah, "Do you have any special prayers?" her first thought is always of Brian, for his continued improved health.

    We love you!
    Gretchen & family

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  2. Brian and Angie,

    First of all, Angie, I have to laugh at how much you missed your van! It's such a hard decision to finally buy one and be "that mom" who drives the mini van, but I agree, it's LOVE! I got a chuckle out of that!

    So good to hear that your trip went well coming back to Peoria. You've got quite a busy time ahead of you, remember to take the help when people offer!! You know we are praying for you. I don't even have to tell you what all of you mean to us!

    I'll talk to you soon and send Brian our love!

    The Hanbacks

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  3. Hi guys,

    Glad to hear the plane ride home was uneventful. I can't believe how wonderful Catepillar is!! Most companies wouldn't even think of doing such nice things. You are truy blessed to be working for them.

    I heard from Karen that the boys were glad to be back in Peoria. I'm sure they missed you and Brian tremendously. I got a kick out of Grant telling Karen he wouldn't miss her, after she told him should would miss him so much.

    Tell Brian he has motivated me to get off my butt and do some exercise. I told Paul that my resolution is to walk or do some sort of exercise everyday. If Brian has to struggle to walk a couple hundred feet, then I need to walk a couple of miles, to see how he feels. So far I have done that almost everyday. I pray for you guys while I'm walking.

    Sounds like you're going to have a very busy summer. If you need ANYTHING, and I do mean ANYTHING, please let me know.

    Love,
    Deb

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  4. Welcome back to Peoria and the US of A. I am glad to hear the flights were uneventful. I was typing with Barclay through AIM yesterday. He said that he reads your blog all of the time as well. The Kap Sig golf tourney is coming up in a few weeks and am sure they will all be keeping you close to their hearts.

    I am heading overseas next week and will run into Burkemper in Shanghai. I know that they get on line and review your blog as well. You have lots of people pulling for you and praying for another special miracle to come your way. Some people just dont have the ability to put into words what they are thinking so they cease to stop typing anything. I assure you that your entire family is constantly being thought of in such a positive light. It has been a long time since we last seen each other. I was thinking it was probably the Survival Party at Jan and Ed's back in the day but then I remember seeing you guys at a wedding... possibly Burk's.

    Well... anyways... I will send another email to your guys while I am flying over the pond next Tuesday.

    Take care... Miss you all!

    HUD

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  5. Thanks for the update. We are glad to have you close again. Anytime you have any particularly errand-laden weeks, let us know and we will make ourselves available to help.

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  6. Hello Oneill Family,

    Happy to hear that you have arrived HOME safely, it is amazing how the little personal comforts of home can soothe the soul. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers as you continue to climb and conquer the mountains of this life challenge. Stay strong and know that the Lord is your guiding light.

    Sending our love,
    Stephanne and Scott Burkemper

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